my soul sings…. my soooul sings…

So the day is finally over.  Today wasn’t a bad day but it was a blah kind of day.  I spent most of the day putting together my talk for the Gathering tonight which I completely disregarded 1 hour before I had to talk.  I felt as if God was saying, “this is good, but its not time yet”. So I decided to speak directly from the Scriptures and decided to share with the students Job, chapters 38-42.  Thats right, just threw the Truth right at em from the Man Himself!  Overall it seemed to be a great service.  Joe and the praise band did a fabulous job tonight.  The spirit really seemed to be really moving through the whole night.  So that was a very positive thing.

Apart from the Gathering tonight, the day was, interesting I guess I would say.  Each day in my world seems to grow more and more interesting.  I always seem to stand amazed how dumb people can really be.  It’s interesting to watch people who claim to be honest and a person of integrity and character be extremely shady.  ”The truth will set you free” and remember, “what’s done in the dark will be brought out by the light”!  Don’t think that in the end God will be pleased with what is taking place.  He will not be proud of you.  You can’t trick God or manipulate Him like you try to do with others.  We need to learn as humans that He already knows what’s going on.  We can’t hide our junk from Him.  Sure, we can hide it from others, or think that we are hiding it from others (when in reality  we’re not) but this doesn’t work with the Man upstairs.  But for me, I have made a decision to not let my life be dictated by the hypocrisy and lies that are going on.  The time has come to let it all go.  I do serve a big, powerful God who does know what He is doing.  My confusion and frustration will no longer hold me captive (or at least I will try my best to let it control me).  I know I may not be perfect when it comes to this area but it’s time to make a conscience effort.  The blame game is now done!  I choose not to participate any longer.  My soul needs to be freed from the games and needs room to breathe once again.  You are good God and you give strength to those who are weak that call upon Your name.  Help me to see through a new pair of eyes when it comes to what is going on.  Help my heart to rejoice in the blessings that You daily give.  ”As the deer panteth for the water, so my soul longeth after Thee”!